Extinguishing my darkness

I always wanted to spell out my darkness, its always confusing and always drags me off from the proper set of letters and conquer the spelling. So I tried to get some help from this guy called “Dictionary” and always tried to bi-heart the spelling, never worked. Darkness cant be spelled, so I went ahead to “Thesaurus” to find some “Synonyms”, those so called near to the meaning of the proper meaning of the darkness are useful and easy to remember but then again if I ask myself, I never get satisfied with them. I want to spell “Darkness” as is. And every time I get confused. So I took it in a different understanding, negative-negative equals positive. What would supersede darkness, what darkness would fear and what “Darkness” would want to spell that “Darkness” can’t spell out? Its like venom as a cure of venom, I call it Extinguishing my darkness!!